I want to cry... but my tear glands are way too tired.
I want to sing... but my vocal chords just resigned.
I want to run... but the signs on this crossroad are all messed up.
I want to scream ... but the voices in my head wouldnt shut up.
I want to smile... but someone harvested all my smiles crop.
I want to jump.... but i am stuck with my feet glued to the hilltop.
I want to drink... but the trip i am in, no drink seems good enough
I want to eat... but it just seems a little too tough.
I do want to live... but as of now i am just too dead to try that!